Feels like I'm playing a new game more than anything, sorry for not being super excited but seems like they removed most things I remember being fun to play. Kid me is a bit disappointed…
Feels like I'm playing a new game more than anything, sorry for not being super excited but seems like they removed most things I remember being fun to play. Kid me is a bit disappointed…
This game is starting to feel very unfamiliar to me, I already had very few clear memories of this and it seems like the more I play the more confused I get. It feels like a distant .. show full overview
This game is starting to feel very unfamiliar to me, I already had very few clear memories of this and it seems like the more I play the more confused I get. It feels like a distant feeling, a familiar one, but one that keeps getting away from me the more I try to grasp it.
This game is weird now, that's what I always thought since I opened this channel months ago. It always felt like a brand new experience, turns out I wasn't wrong. But I'm used to the .. show full overview
This game is weird now, that's what I always thought since I opened this channel months ago. It always felt like a brand new experience, turns out I wasn't wrong. But I'm used to the weirdness by now, it's part of the experience, finding weird paintings or being totally on my own is normal for me now. What's really making me sad is the fact that I can't remember much about this game, or at least how the game was.
I thought this game meant so much to me, it does, but why can't I remember almost anything then? It's like the new memories are replacing the old ones. I barely remember what the game used to be, but I NEED TO REMEMBER, that's my goal, that's why I opened this channel, to show you this game and what it means to me. I'm gonna keep playing, I have to know why this game is in this state now, even if it means getting frustrated or sad.
I regret removing my microphone from the last video, I regret a lot of things, I'm sorry.
I don't know if I can keep the promise in the future, hearing myself in that state is deeply .. show full overview
I regret removing my microphone from the last video, I regret a lot of things, I'm sorry.
I don't know if I can keep the promise in the future, hearing myself in that state is deeply saddening and I don't think anyone gets any enjoyment from that. I also think that the future of this game is gonna be even worse.
I wish I didn't have to face all of this, I just wanted to play this game normally, but I will have to eventually and it's gonna be tough.
It's gonna be tough to show all the personal stuff and it's gonna be tough for me to face these memories.
As I said this wasn't the plan but I feel like I have to show you what happened, for myself and for you guys.
I've always felt guilty about these things. Maybe that's why I didn't mind playing a repetitive game because at least it didn't hurt me. But now, I'm starting to remember, and even .. show full overview
I've always felt guilty about these things. Maybe that's why I didn't mind playing a repetitive game because at least it didn't hurt me. But now, I'm starting to remember, and even though it's painful, I feel like I'm getting closure. I have a lot of regret about this, and it's hurting me. But maybe it wasn't my fault. It's tough because I always felt like it was my fault, and I always felt like it wasn't right that I didn't go through that, that I had it easier in some way.
