Hi everyone! this is Daisy Brown! This is my first video on youtube! Im showing you guys how i feed Alan the monster the lives in my house. He was under the weather when we filmed this thats why he wasnt v ery loud. his mouth was very dry. I hope you all enjoyed! Let me know what you want to know or see from me and us! I also have a twitter! Thank you have a great day! OH and I wanted to say one more thing! everyone please be nice in the comments. i dont want to hear anyone being mean to alan. like i said hes been sick for a while. I hope you all learn some valuable information about monsters!

This is a video I took when I went to the zoo. I like to go in the early morning when no one is there. The lemurs are my favorite animal to look at. I love how these two just hold onto eachother. Theyre both just so comfortable. Have you ever been held? Do the lemurs want to leave the zoo? Do they want freedom? Or is the concept of freedom too frightening for them? Do animals have feelings? Sorry Alan's not in this video, he cant go out during the day because the sun hurts his eyes and skin. Let me know in the comments what video youd like to see me do! Im open to suggestions! Everyone was so nice about our first video!

Hi everyone! In this video you get to watch Alan drink some sugar water (a good suggestion from a commenter! He loves it!) and listen to me talk about my Dad the attic and the basement. Thanks to everyojne who watched my previous videos subscribed to my youtube and followed me on twitter (https://twitter.com/daisybrownreal) . Please let me know in the comments if you have any ideas for a video AND feel free to post any questions you have for me and Alan, and in the future we might make a questions being answered video!

Alan and I decided to go outside when it was still light out because it was such a beautiful day! so anyway this is my garden, if you know anything about plantts let me know if im doing anything wrong because i want them to grow up healthy and strong. thank you! also if you have any suggestions for what should fill the empty space let me know! thanks for watching! here's my twitter: @daisybrownreal also aparently not many people read description boxes on videos so lets do something fun! if youve read this far, comment or tweet at me your favorite plant's name! but just the plant name, nothing else. everyone else will be so confused!! it will be funny. A Gain thank you for watching! more alan next video!

Hi guys!! thank you so much for waiting for this next video. ive been very busy this week with alan. hes been having some problems and so most of this last week has just bee n dealing with that. But we're finally back and you get to watch a fun silly makeup video of me nd alan! I had so much fun playing around with colors on alan and YES! i am planning on making a full Alan makeup makeuover video! im so excited! comment any makeup inspirations or suggestions down below! okay and now for our little red the description game! if you actually read the description than thank you! comment down below your favorite drink! and again dont say anything just write your favorite drink! everyone else will say huh whats going on? itll be our inside joke and secret! i loved reading your favorite plants on the last video! i love you guys so much!

hi guys. this was not fun to film. ut this is the attic. theres a lot more that isnt even shown here. comment and let me know if you see anythig that might look like my dad's notes. thanks guys. bye.

hi guys. things have been stressful lately and i havnt been very active on youtube of twitter because im trying to help alan recover from his mouth/jaw injury. he'll hopfully be well enough to be in a video next week. heres a video i took at the zoo. i love you

Hi guys! so this is what was inside the suitcase i found in the attic a few weeks ago. Let me know if you guys find any clues that might hint at where my dad's notes could be because im still pretty lost.

Hi guys! this is a video Alan and =I filmed a bout a month ago. I know youu guys want to see alan agin. I'm working on making an really exciting video for next ti me but it's gonna take a while to figure out imovie cause I want to go all out with this one!! So here's a video I filmed with Alan a bit over a month ago. The name of the nice person who suggested ssugar water is Megan Muller! Please be nice to that person! Thank you Megan!

WOw this video took foreer to meke guys. thank you do much for being patient and waitng for me to try and edit this long videp! I dont know if im gonna edit more videos like this in the future because this took so long. i want to be able o post a video once a week and this editting took so long. It was my first time thogh maybe i'll get better. but for now lets just agree that ill onlt edit videos that are very special or important on special occasion.s Heres the links to the videos where i answer questions about my dad and alan. Sorry about my voice, , i was sick when filming tis! And about Lynks diseas, since so many of you want to know about how i know about it. My dad told me when i was little when i asked why the basement was locked that there's black modl in the basement and ill get lynks diesaes. he said if i went doewn there i would fo r sure get lyks dises nand it would make me sick and it would eat me from the inside out and i'd die dwn there and my body would rot down there becuse he wouldnt be able to go down there and get me out. thats really all i know. i woud like it if people would stop askingme about it because it really scares me. thank you.

Hi guys jut a little update on my plants! a new video coming out soo.n this is just to tide tou over!

This is an update on his bumps. some o f them started rowing little tiny ru=oots! i dont know if all of the bumps are gonna grow like this but this is just an update! i htink this is a goodnthing! i thin k it means alans growing with the help of sugar water and stuff! thanks for watching ! ill keep you guys updated!

hi guys! thank you all for so patently waiting gor this new viddo! ill have an update on his new roots soon. i hope youre all doing well. its getting cold again, i hope youre all keeping warm. i rrally do love you guys. even if i dont talk yo you for a few days. i have a question for anyone who is readinging this far. im very tired and kind of running out of ideas. so this is just a shooting- in- the dark type question. Why do ou think my dad wanted to make alan? do you think it was for science or because he didnt like having just me around and wanted to make somone new ? i dont know. im very tired. im getting discouraged looking for the notes. i didnt want to sey this in the video becase i didnt want to be all sad in it. but yeah. thank you all for watching.

Alan di this and it was VERY VRY MEAN OF HIM. hes in a closet now having a time out. im mad and having hateful thoughts. pray that thsi will pass

Here's a video of me makinging hashbrowns guys! dont forget to stock up o food for winter!

Hi guys. this is jus a very calm vidoe. i needed a break. i hope its not boring, the next fideo will have alan . i know you all love seeing him. my head is healing. i dont know if my hair will grow back all the wayi dont care. I hope ou are all doing well and staying safe. keep warm. hey if you guyd get the chance, myabe you could call or email your congressperson andtell them you want net neutralit to stay. if it gets repealed i dont know if ill be able to keep making videos and keeping in contact with you guys. just a though. thanske!

hi guys for al of you that follor me on twitter im sorry i scared you all. its nothing too bi to worry about. his neck opened up and started leaking green fluid. igot paniced. it turned out fine. i stitched up alan's neck. now its not leaking. the green juice wont go away though. im scared t try and wash that area. oter than that he is doing fine. his roots are growing bigger ad you can see. someone on twitter mentioned"please dont force alan to be in videos' i just wanted to say i promise i wount ever do that. whywould i try to make alan mad. hes already pulled my haire out. i just hope this is the last of this. but ts okay. i can figure this out. dad must have known im smart enough to find his notes. im jus sp stressed. if dad were here he would fix thi. alans neck wouldnt have ripped in the first place.

A nicee break from he stress as of late.

just a weirds vidoe of me talkng when I couldnt sleep.

heres another video. if youw want you can make yourself dinner and eat while watching this; than we can be eating together. :)

thiss is what alans bodu looks like right now guys thank you.ff hes growi ng fastt.

hi guyts just wanted to throw a quick viideo your way./sle e p has still been fdifficault. thank ou to everyone who replied to my twitter question abiut drreams. its nic e to know im nt the only one who get weird dreams. have a good noew years!

I found outt somethin abour alan. he can see. this is fine i hope the snow menlts soon.

i got stuck in my roo m and made a friendship bracelet. itt didnt work out., watch this. sorry. this isnn tsuper fun. its all i reallyy got in me thiss week. I love you guys. ive beeen so stressed lately. thers so much i need to to. i need to get so muc done. i need to raise alan. i dont k now how?? like. why did dad think i could do all this on my own? and also the ice caps are meltingg.? the world is just too muchhc,. I love learning things but i almostt miss back when i didnt know about the workld.

hi guys! we're back!! it was a niice break but i missed you all! jhopfully i can startt posting weekly videeos again soon! thank you so much for being patient with me. if yourereading this far, ihave a question. do you think that when an animal dies it goees to heaven? even little small ones? I dunno. just wondering.

hi guys,how are you all? talan is making some proghress but its aslow annd hard. sometimes i get so scared thinkking about what if he dies. myy dad left him to me, my dad made him. oif he dies because i couldnt help uhim live, then i killed the only piece of my dad i have left. asorry, ive just vbeen thinking about that lately. i hope you aall like the video. i love you.

wow you guys. ala is growing still. i am nnot scared. also excuse mmy voice. ive been underr the weather.

i found this in a stypid cupboard hat i should have found a long time ago! ha ha!! im so silly sometimes i feel so happy right now guy! also sorryalan wasnt in this video. i know most people watch for hm.

I found this gift from God outside a few dats ago!

things arent good. I hate myself.

strawberry is in heeaven now. shes g one and = its my ffault.i was so sytupid to think thatyyantyhing full of life and loveand joy could surviv e here. i hate myselff mor e than i hate alan. I hate mysself for having these hatful thoughts but b theyre the only thingg in my head now. why am i so stuudpid? why did dad tell me i was smart when i now KNNOW im not. im an idiot. i lett this happen.

wwell her it i s.