"I am made up of my dreams, my desires and of this absolute power to love and be loved". Five weeks before the first concert, Mylène Farmer works tirelessly. This first episode reveals behind the scenes of the meticulous preparation carried out in the studio with the dancers and musicians. Hours and hours of effort to form the foundations of the show.

“In the evening, when I turn off the light, I try to make the vacuum, but the images attack me, I need to be afraid to resist nothing”. Two weeks before the first concert, Mylène Farmer continues its preparation, now in the concert hall. The staging is clear. Excitement and doubts are growing.

"This disobedience to myself seems to be a new form of freedom conquered over the years. I give up because I’m not afraid to be abandoned anymore. " A week before the first concert, Mylène Farmer is on a thread. We must find the resources to overcome one's own fears. Disobey each other. To throw oneself into the void to feel again the ecstasy of loving and being loved.